A PerFect Day

There is hope when your closest friends get together with to enjoy 5 Years of knowing each other. A week or two ago, I was disappointed with Pocatello for how they treat their fellow gays, but a perfect day like yesterday was enough to give me hope and make me smile more than we have in a while.

Vic and I decided to put all aside and go out and prepare things for our grand day along with 3 of our closest and most cherish friends. The wonderful thing was that as the day went it just got better, and I felt happier, and full of life. First stop was the Tuxes at Pine Ridge Mall. It was a hilarious view when we saw the lady's face after she heard it was two Grooms, she would be fitting! Her mouth dropped... but what was wonderful is that by the end of the fitting the ladies were loving it. They finally realized we were just normal people having a union. After the tuxes, we had an appointment with the florist LD. This was an amazing experience! Victor was very excited to pick out his bouquet, and to pick all the floral arrangements for the groom's men and maids of honor. LD was a gem and a wonderful host, so much that he is coming to the wedding! Thank you LD!!!The last thing we did was run around and get minor things such as the champagne flutes, guest book, and all the little things needed.

Angie, Jamie, Bridget, Greg, and Uncle plus the two of us decided to go and have a nice Wine and Appetizers at Past Vino. It was nice, very nice. We never felt better then at that moment, with close friends that love us. Then we were off to First Nash, where we continued to celebrate love, friendship, our anniversary, and a great time with good family! This day was A Perfect Day! Thank you Angie, Jamie, Bridget, Greg, and Uncle for making May 19th, 2010 A Perfect Day for us. You all made us feel like we truly have family here, you made us feel the love that our real families lacked to give us because of who we truly are as individuals! We love you guys!

Five Years of Us

We never expected to be here. I remember when Victor said to me, "It has been 6 months! Let's go celebrate!" And I said, " I don't celebrate in months, i celebrate in years". Vic to asked me why, and told him that months are nothing to years, and since my last relationship was 3 years, I was not going to be easy to impressed. Five years later of meeting Victor...I am impressed, because he has found a way into my heart. He has figuered me out when no one else could in the past. He became the other part of me that enabled my heart to feel warmth again. I at one point felt men were not all good, and there were few who were good. i had given up on looking for the those who were good, but then Victor came along and he gave me a light like no other. He gave me a light that gave me hope in love. I mean I think that over all He gave me more than hope he gave me the light to love again, to understand that all mean were no hopeless, helpless, or dirt bags.

2010 & Thoughts

It has been a while since we have blogged, but so much shit, crap, bullshit has happened since. You think you know your own way through the path you take, but no matter how sure we are about the path we took, there is always a chance we could be wrong. Vi and I broke up, and it was the last thing anyone expected. Especially Vic and O, but what was worth is thatI noticed how people either supported us through our grief or just fed off the drama, or simply the situation. This was a bad moment in 2009. But out of all this came two engagement rings, and a stronger bond between the both of us! What does this hold for 2010? Things will get interesting since both of us have returned to our selves and began to have a stronger since on how o protect our relationship and how to be selfish as lovers! I think it is time for the world to stand back and watch us not fall apart, but instead grow stronger. 2010.... Or should I call the year where it will all be expected to be a 10!

Haters recognize!

So haters should recognize that all they do is influence those they hate to succeed in what they need to do in life. We all hate haters, but at the end we love them! In with love out with hate (hate is soo over rated, thank you Julie!) Why, because if it wasn't for the haters we would not push ourselves to be better than them! Definition of a Hater- One that hates what they can't be, or can't do, but all they can do is hate and talk shit!! (our definition). Thank you haters for making those who do not give up reach further and go hard towards their goals! Listen up haters all you are doing is hurting yourselves. You might hurt the egos of those you hate, but since they are fighters and not haters, it will just make them work double time. Thank you to all the haters for making the fighters stronger!!! Peace!

The Crickets' Song

I stepped outside to walk our dogs Mitzi and Sasha and was welcomed with the crickets' song. I didn't notice it right away. At first I just decided to step out onto the lawn and feel the fresh breeze while the dogs went out into the fenced lawn. Then I looked up and was honored with the breath taking view of the stars. I even think I saw the big and little dipper. Right at that moment I heard myself say I wish Vic was out here to see this with me. Then in the distance I heard music. It was soft and soothing. I could hear flutes, guitars, and the vocal sounds of a male singer, but yet then I realized something even more special. All the insects and crickets joined in to compliment the sound of the music. After a while I realized that they were trying to impress the night with the enchanting music of the crickets' song. I put my glass of red wine down on the solid concrete step and took a seat on the lawn chair. To just look up at the stars as I heard the crickets' song. I just took a deep breath and enjoyed for an instance the amazing gift that nature gave us. The Crickets' song.

School!

There you have it folks! The doorway to the future...School, to be specific college, a week or two ago the Idaho State Campus was empty and quiet, and today is full of bright new students jumping from around Idaho and beyond to begin their possibly first college experience. For those that are returning students, welcome back. Most of us have figured out how it works and now its our duty as good upper class men and women to guide the new Freshmen. We think it will be a great year and hopefully full of extremely positive energy. Although, most off us would wish for an extra week of vacation, we know it would be sooner than later when we had to return to the wonderful world of School. Stay focus, have fun, ask for help, and by all means try not to fall down any stairs on your first week of classes. Welcome Back!

One second

In one second we think not a whole lot can change, but that's in human years. How many things can happen in one second around the world, around a country, a neighborhood, or even within a house. Many things can change. How many of us stop for one second just to appreciate those around us and the goals we have accomplished in our lives? How many of us look back and wonder what would have life been like if we had not stopped for one second to meet the person that we are in love with now? Once in a while it is perfectly fine to stop for one second, because that second might alter your life into a whole new chapter of and could possibly be the beginning of something beautiful. The amazing thing about a second is the reality that it is just one second, but very spontaneous and could even be possibly bigger then what we thought. That one second could be all we need to just find exactly what our lives need.